Liz Erk (lizerk) wrote,
Liz Erk

Random musings: "Jealousy is an ugly bird"

Reading my friends' journals caused me to stop and think a bit. I love their stories, thoughts, and interesting ideas. You can learn a lot from what people have to say about their own lives.

I like my journal... it's a way for me to share my own thoughts and feeling with friends. Especially these days. So much has been going on, not only do I like sharing it, but I can go back and reference it later and really reflect on what was happening inside me at that time.

So as I sit here today and think about this, I just shake my head. I've never thought of the LiveJournal as a means for someone to attack someone else. That's just sad and wrong. Immature isn't even a strong enough word to describe it.

When someone's been out of your life so long that you never even think about them, it's surprising when they suddenly make an appearance (and a quite negative one at that), even if it is online. It proves a few things: they've been thinking about you, they're still hurt / bitter, jealous, and still unhappy with themselves.

This makes me sad. I'm so incredibly happy right now, I can only wish the same for them, too. But it's out of my hands. All I can do is keep living my life and hope that someday they'll truly be at peace with themself.

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